I want everything to change and stay the same

it seems as of lately everything in my life is changing. There is just a lot of suddle change. And things that I thought would happen are tuning out not only to not happen, but to have the strangest result. It seems like everyday there is a new surprise... a weird turn of events. I don't know. I guess I just feel like God is really testing me to make sure that I am fully relying on Him because I don't know where anything is going.