nobody wants to feel like this

Oh geez, I haven't been on here in ages. I have just been so busy lately with birthdays and graduations. But I am going insane! Its been just one thing after another with me. Fist, a couple weeks ago I had minor tonsilitis. That was truly horrible. Then yesterday my girl issues caused me to b sick and now I just woke up completely covered in a rash. The rash is actually the virus, fifth disease and I have had it before when I was a child. They say it never really goes away, but my tonsilitis was what brought it back. So I look like a freak and I am getting tired of things happening like this. Normally I never get sick. I dont appreciate it. I hope it goes away today. I have a big week ahead of me. So, if you could please pray for me, it would b greatly appreciated

• You’re running free as only you would be if you never owed them anything

Well well, I am officially out of school and it is very weird. I didn't register for summer school in time and so I am kind of freaking out at the massive amount of free time I will have. I am really not used to free time. So my first project would b to completely clean my room. I have already got a good chunk out of the way, but some stuff needs organization. I would also like to learn guitar, as I have mentioned earlier. I am trying to register for fall classes but there is a technical problem and I have to wait for them to fix it. ugh, so scandalous. So hopefully I can get all the classes i want and at the time I want them too.

Mix the chemicals right dear, yeah you know that you could save my life

*sigh* I am supposed to be working on my anthropology paper. There is just soo much information that I have to write. It’s ridiculous and I just had to write a bunch of articles that my teacher wrote basically saying the same things that he says every day. So boring. Today is the last day of the Chasing the lion Bible study and I am sad it was so short. I really liked it. And now I just have to remember to chase my lions. Well, I have two days of finals and then I am done. I cannot wait!

• The months they don’t matter, it’s the days I can’t take, when the hours move to minutes and I’m seconds away.

What to blog? What to blog? Well, finals are next week so that’s kind of cool in a way because that means that school is almost out. I really need to register for summer classes. I just haven’t had time. I really can’t wait for summer. Summer means more tips and getting to work with 2 people at a time. It’s really fun. We just laugh all the time. Summer also is going to bring Encounter the hillsong conference that I will be attending. I am beyond excited. The vans warped tour has an AMAZING lineup this year so I will definitely be there also. Those are my summer plans so far. And I guess we’ll see what else summer brings.

You’ll find me in the same spot believe me

So my friend Al hurt his knee really bad. It’s been like 2 weeks now and it is just getting worse. He is normally a very active guy, so he is practically dying from not being able to do anything. I am not an active person but eventually this would annoy me also. I guess we really take things like our knees for granted. He works with me, so even just standing at work gives him pain. And our work is not strenuous. Now I will no longer take my ability to walk and run or even stand for granted. So if you think about it, you should shoot up a prayer for him so he can get back to his normal life.

I wrote the gospel on giving up

Yuck! So yesterday in my biology lab class I had to dissect a frog. Now I know that most people already did this in either jr. high or high school, but I didn’t. I dissected a pig’s heart, but that’s about it. It is disgusting how you have to cut through organs and even the rib cage.I really did not want to do it. I love animals and I love to learn about them, but please, just give me a diagram or something. Luckily we worked in partners and mine did most of the work. Of coarse I helped, but it was awful. And of coarse, the stench of the formaldehyde wasn’t that great either. My teacher said that frogs are going extinct very quickly due to some killer fungus. Poor Kermit!

there's somebody else who feels the same somewhere

Why is my dad not a rockstar? That is the question I have been pondering. Last night I was reading some of the book U2 by U2 and I got to the part where it's 1989, the year I was born. and both the edge and bono have daughters who are born around the same time as me. One is even like ten days older than me. And i'm thinking, wow somewhere around the world those girls have a completely different life. Their dads are rich.. and mine is just a failure. I know that i shouldn't say that, but I couldn't help but imagine what my life would be like if my dad were in U2. I think that I would want the edge to be my dad. Yes, that sounds good.