so soon

Today is a very good day. My baby cousin Mikayla Marie Lucero was born. I am going to go see her in a few hours. I love babies.
Tomorrow I start my finals and on monday I have my last one and then the semester is over. I am happy. And then a couple weeks after that I am going to hawaii! I am super excited and time is going by so fast. So life right now is pretty exciting!

sadness

sadness overcomes me, for fall out boy is over.... :( why? why must they do that to me? .. I blame ashlee simpson

Is anyone watching idol?

So obviously I am watching american idol and I absolutely love Andrew Garcia. He is so great! And then to top it off this week he did a fall out boy song. He should be the winner. So if you are watching or aren't you should vote for him. (I also think that the guy, Lee Dewyze is cute, but he is no where near amazing)

vote for andrew!

im back

So this will officially be my last Al post ( yay im sure u are all pleased.) I would say that we could consider ourselves to be friends again. We worked together for an hour the other day and bascially filled each other in on everything that we have missed. He is going through a lot of stuff right now, so I texted him letting him know that I am always there. After that we talked all sunday night and yesterday. I miss doing that.
I would say that not only are we fine, but me personally. I am completely over it. I also feel like I have returned. I know that I haven't been myself for the last month. I have been cranky, picking fights with people, and just not my normal happy self. But I feel like I am back. It took two months for me to deal with this and be fine. But I am happy that time is now finally here.

I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault

So my life has still been a roller coaster. A few days ago Al and I got in a fight and we both said mean things to each other. It made me feel horrible because in my three years of knowing him we have never fought or really argued. So the next day I apologized and so did he. And he actually said he understood why I had been acting the way that I was. ( Which is a big step for him, he never thought that he had done anything wrong) So I promised that I would be civil at work and he said the same. I didn't say that we should try to be friends because clearly that hasn't worked out too well. So things have been decent. It has just been hard because he clearly doesn't care about our friendship and there have been many times where I have wanted to tell him something but I had to stop myself because I knew he wouldn't care or respond. We have talked to each other everyday for a year, its hard for me to just be ok with not talking at all. But yesterday we had a small text conversation that was not work related and that was started by Al. So I know that he misses our friendship too, though he will never admit it.
And I still do not have a new job and neither does Al. So now I am wondering if this is some sort of groundhog situation. ( groundhog as in the movie) I wonder if God is intentionally not opening doors for us and letting us move on because I was supposed to make things right with Al. Like God is saying " I am going to keep you right here until you do what I want you to do" If that is the case I need to make sure that things stay decent between me and Al so I can get out of penguins. Hopefully that is the case because it is my time to move on.

didn't get it

So I didn't get that job at the elephant bar. I really need to get out of penguins but I know that God knows where I need to be. So This week I have to go back out and get a bunch more applications. Please pray that God will provide a job soon. I really need to get away from Al.

chicken with soy and balsamic dressing

So a little while ago I purchased this book "Harumi's Japanese Home Cooking" on amazon. So I decided that I would try making something from it. So last night I made the chicken with soy and balsamic dressing. Now, I have never made chicken before in my life because I am so afraid of killing someone with salmonella. But I made it and it tasted great and it was fully cooked! Now I feel like a grown woman! haha. My sister loves to help me make things so she helped out as much as she could. Here it is.